Hello Everyone!
It has been a long time since I have updated my blog and to be honest it is because I have been put to the test again. This year has started off with a miscarriage and an ectopic pregnancy in which ended up causing me to have multiple flare-ups. In June, I had a severe flare-up which caused me to have vascultities in which several of my toe tips and my left finger index tip turned black. I have been suffering with an open wound on my left foot and the pain has been unimaginable.
Again, I tried to stay positive and look for other alternative then the drug regimen but due to my health not getting better and actually becoming worse, I started the drug regimen that the doctors advised me on. Now I am on steroids, a chemo category drug, and a vaso-dialator. I am also taking pain meds as needed.
When I think about this year, I can easily fall into a mood of despair, and hopelessness but I don't. I know this is just a bump in the road and I know I WILL get HEALED and I am hopeful that I can get back on the right track without taking these medications.
I just want to say, no matter where you are in life or what you are going through, there is always something to be grateful. I am so loved by my husband and my family. I have close friends that support and care for me. And of all I have God who is with me in this journey. He is there to wipe my tears, to bring comfort to my pain and to embrace me when I feel lost.
I too will not give up on myself. I will continue to value and love myself because I deserve that.
Happy Thanksgiving and thank you for being you!!!
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